Saturday, 31 December 2016

New Year, Same Me, New Goals 2017



I never considered myself to be somebody that would set new years resolutions because I firmly believe that if you want to achieve something that you shouldn't have to wait for the 1st of January to be able to do it. I believed and still believe that if you want to achieve it, you should just go out and do it. However, with saying that I have set new goals for 2017. They may not be ones that are measurable or achievable but who isn't up for a challenge. I have set nine goals/ challenges for myself to achieve in 2017, follow me if you want to follow my journey in 2017.




1. Blog
I want to grow my blog and make it something that I am proud of. Don't get me wrong I am proud of it now but I want to be able to dedicate time every week to making this place of the internet an accurate representation of who I am as a person. I want my blog to be a digital version of myself. The digital version representing both the pain and the joy I have through the year, I want to share my deepest insecurities, my happiest moments, the goals I achieve, memories iImake. I want you to see who I really am!




2. Health and Fitness
As I said on blogmas day 23 health and fitness is something I definitely want to improve on. I want to be as fit as I was three years ago, I want to do yoga and go for runs as I use to. I want my outlook on food to change, I want it to nourish my body. One of my main goals for 2017 is to cut out most sugar, and to pretty much cut out food that isn't going to nourish me that means post-hangover pizza and burgers.

3. Fear.
This is something I struggle with, always have probably always will. While I can blame it on several mental illness and events in my past ultimately I have decided not to, it's something I can and want to change. My fear of the unknown and my fear of things like heights are completely different thus I am going to put them as separate points. My goal for this year is to do one thing a month, 12 in total that scares the crap out of me. This may be bungee jumping or skydiving. However, scare me? It will. Conquer?  Well, we will have to see about that one.



4. Unknown.
The unknown is my biggest fear. It has changed how I see and react to different events. I have had this fear for a few years. I have a fear of not knowing if you're  going to fall in love, or get your heart broken whether you're going to have that first kiss or it will be a disaster it is all terrifying. However that is something I want to overcome I want to be excited by the unknown I want to be excited to think I could fall in love or get my dream job or whatever it may be because it the end of the day as a friend put it; if it is meant to be it will be. Sometimes we have to just do things and not overthink things, which I have a history of doing, I'm a self-confessed control freak and that is definitely something that I want to let go of.

5. My past.
This is a big one for me, a lot of things that have happened in my past I talk about to very few people. I feel vulnerable and open when I talk about these things and that is something nobody like to feel, however, the events that have occurred in my life have also happened to a lot of other people as well and in 2017 I want to be able to embrace my past and to help others with my story and my experience. There is probably less than 20 people that know what happened and even less know the effects and what I know have to deal with because of it, but so many people go through the same thing and don't have a way out or don't see a way out. I have found a way to be myself again and that is something that I have so many people to thank for.




6. My Faith.
This is a big one my faith is something I struggled with for a long time. When I was younger (4 or 5) I would go to Sunday School and I also went to a private Christian School for two years (Some of my friends a couple of years ago couldn't believe it, I'm not exactly a type A Christian) however growing up I saw a lot and experienced even more and that definitely changed my outlook on my faith and God. I lost respect for him however over the last year I have, started finding my faith again and have definitely experienced some amazing things. In 2017 I want to explore my faith more and what being a Christian means to me.

7. Acceptance.
I am not perfect nobody is, however, I want to learn to accept myself and be nicer to myself. Yes, I have acne, freckles, scars and so much more but at the end of the day, they have come with me through every experience some experiences causing scars whether they are visible or not. I am who I am and I need to learn to love myself, and who I am just as much as the next person.

8. Anxiety and Mental Health.
This year I have made so much progress with my anxiety which of course is amazing, however, over the next year, I want to be able to say that anxiety is something that no longer affects my day to day life. I don't want to be scared of having a panic attack in the middle of the supermarket (which yes has happened this year and it was not a good time).

9. Getting my sh*t together.
I hate when there are no plans, hence, why I am a self, confessed control freak. In 2017 I want to get my sh*t together both in my personal life, as school and professionally. By personally I don't mean getting into a relationship, I mean seeing my friends and family more and making time for the people in my life that have been there for me and supported me, if that happens to mean I meet someone amazing and fall in love so be it, although it isn't something that I will be actively seeking out (although you can apply below, I am joking). School, this year started off great I got pretty decent grades although the second semester well lets just say that didn't go so well, I also had a lot more going on and was travelling to Whangarei every week for therapy, however, my time in between that wasn't thought out very well, thus this year I have a goal to attend all my tutorials. Yes, every single one. I am aware that there may be events that cause m to not be able to make it but there is always an exception to the rule although a hangover is not one! Improving my grades is something that is extremely important to me and a goal I definitely want to achieve in the new year. Professionally, by this I mean my blog and well you can just go and see number 1 for this.

What are your new year resolutions? What do you want to see from me?
Let me know in the comments below.


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  1. Hello and happy new year!!! A few ideas to help along with your goals: blog about food nutrient !!! It'll help you blog more and it'll totally motivate you to eat healthy when you know how many benefits there are in example carrots haha. Sorry to hear about your anxiety!! I totally feel you there and the best thing I've ever done was go get help! I always thought it was a strange thing to do but it's so smart because I can live my life without that always there. Email me if ya ever wanna talk about it <3 and I can give you some tips for it! Kitstanwood@gmail.com. So happy I can go shopping at a crowded mall without freaking out haha.

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    1. Thank you so much <3 I have a few blog posts planned for food and fitness and I agree with blogging about my goals will help me keep on track and is totally something I am going to do this year. Anxiety does suck, I've had my therapist for about two years now, and I have definitely come a very long way. Thank you so much for you comment, I will definitely be flicking you an email soon. x

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  2. I have a fear of the unknown, too. My resolution is to breathe and try to not get upset over little things or things I can't control. Although. I actually like starting things on a certain date, like Jan 1. It's easier for me to keep the resolutions in my mind if there is a difinitive starting point, although I agree that the date shouldn't control when to change my behavior. Xoxo

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    1. That is an awesome resolution! After I set my new years resolutions I realised how empowering it is to set them because of the starting pointing, totally agree with you. Although, I have always been stubborn in the past and never done it! x

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  3. I feel you about resolutions and goals and setting them anytime of year! Keep pursuing your faith girl! Xoxo

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    1. Thanks <3 That's probably what I am most excited about. x

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  4. I enjoyed reading this, thank you!
    I totally agree on the last three goals...Especially the last one. Just striving to be a better person in general. Fitness & health are always there on my list as well as blogging - I really wish to work on my blog more and now I'm turning that wish into a plan :)
    Hope you achieve all your goals this year!
    Ana,
    www.365beautytips.com

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    1. I love your blog!!!!!! Totally fan-girling right now! That's an awesome goal and the best way to achieve a dream is making a plan!! x

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